dear diary

i have a confession. i never felt so helpless...
i didn't know who to call and the biggest problem is whose gonna reach out to u when it comes to the matter of money. and being a pessimist that i am, it doesn't help the fact that borrowing money is like pouring acids onto anyone! c'mon, lets be honest, spill the beans! are u willing to borrow anyone that few hundreds? i know to some its a small amount but seriously, and logically, would u rather say no and can't help then really believing that u could have? on the contrary, i'm happy bcos i've just collected my car today, or should i say just a while ago. but i was left with a debt in my heart and on the white piece of paper. i never know fixing a car would cost me a fortune. the grand total of amount i needed to pay for my baby was 1125 fucking bucks!! -___________-!!!

omfg...i freaked out when i saw the bill. seriously stunned on the spot. well, its an old car. there is only so much i can do. and i for one is a car illiterate person. sigh
the only person i could think of that *maybe* would *help* is the ex.
called her, told her my situation and lucky enough she was just off work and was nearby the area. *thank goodness*
i was short by RM300. oh dear. and once again, i owe my gratitude to her for saving me and my car.
i think sometimes i really do owe her {maybe in my past life or sth like that}...i've nothing but asking favours from her from time to time. i know i have no shame :( *thats how thick skins i am* ok, i do admit i was damn paiseh...{did i just contradict myself there? i think i did}

thank you, you! once again for saving me out of this mess. sigh
at least i have my car back again. but the down part is, after having to spend so much, some parts of the car are not fixed yet.
- like the window. its only *temporary* fixed
- the cover/switch for my headlight
- air cond should no longer be running cos of the barring or sth that is close to *can die dot com*
and guess thats it for now.

i owe u too much. i know u won't be reading this but deep down, u'r always there for me somehow. and i really appreciate it though i never really tell u.
xoxo discretly

p/s: thanks ivan for pushing the car with me in the rain. i owe u one dei :P


Anonymous Anonymous said...

wa lao~ how come so expensive d?

10:59 PM  
Anonymous Dan said...

Dude, Old car alwaus like that one ... work hard for the 1k :)

11:41 PM  
Anonymous ivan said...

1k *faint*

how come so expensive...u must show me the bill la wei.

but i understand how u feel bout ur ex helping u all the time. hehe. i would be so damn paiseh man.

anyway, no problem bout pushing the car la. U dun owe me anything. :P cheers mate!

12:03 AM  
Blogger karen said...

Haaa... cheer up calv...

when getting age, high blood pressure, diabetic sure got d.. then hor, you know la, these medicine is so expensive d.. haa. same with your old car la... wat happen with it ar? high blood pressure? lolz~

Great then she stil treat you nice even you guys no longer is a couple. She is really a nice girl~ do appreciate her as friend oh~ ~ :)

12:03 AM  
Blogger Julie said...

i don't think there's anything that i can financially do for you, calv. i don't even have a few hundred bucks with me right now :(

but i still possessed a pair of ears. i can always listen to you yak and yak and yak =)

cheer up, dude. hugssss.

1:37 AM  
Blogger The J's said...

Nothing much I could say.. Just remember, u may call me for help when u need it.. =D T.care bro! **Hugs..


10:30 AM  
Blogger calvism said...

thx guys :D

8:28 PM  
Blogger s!mp|e chery| said...

wow..that's pretty expensive man..but keep your head high..it's gona work out..


12:18 AM  
Blogger calvism said...

u bet cheryl :)

12:56 PM  
Anonymous maine said...

awww.. so sweet! esp your friend who actually helped you push the car in the rain! tt's true friendship man! :)

10:59 PM  
Blogger calvism said...

maine > yeap, there are angels among us :)

1:31 AM  
Blogger WeiTieng said...

old cars are alwys like that. thats why its nopt realli advisable to get second-hands. tho it's cheap, but in the long run, the amount of u spending it on maintainance will kill ur faster.

and the 'ex' thing... just so u know.. she's realli angel. (at least, to me...she's almost perfect) ...so make sure u realise that and start treasuring wats infront of u.


also ...thankiew so much for ur piggybank cum hp holder despite your damn broke condition. *hugsss*

9:49 AM  

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