i've come to the term that i am no longer become available to the present.
i want a peace of mind.
and stop judging me for judging u.
holding hostage of oneself will only seize when the warfare stop.
don't want it to be personal but its has.
what i not need now is opinions.
and don't need no validation.
your opinions do not validate your actions.
words are cheap.
u've demolished our foundation.
all i hear is lies.
and fake hopes.
u no longer worthy of my trust.

it ain't that serious as it seems but who i am kidding myself?