for every meet there's a part (for now?)

yesterday was a very emo day for me cos eventually i had to give mae {a golden retriever given by a friend which lasted for 2 and a half days} back. now i recall why i din wanted any pet after so many years, when one of my beloved cats died cos some fcking asshole driver ran through her. i discretly teared in the office thinking how much i'll miss mae. but sadly my financial status is not doing too well at the mo. and i'm afraid i won't have much time for her when my peak and crazy working hours kick in! heaps of commitment on my part and for her. felt sorry but guess all i can hope for is to pray that she's in good hands. thx kelz for trusting her to me {only for this short period of time} but honestly she's really obedient and i had no trouble keeping her for this temporary period except she peed in the kitchen on the very first night she was with me.

*it felt so good cos she calms me down at the end of the day and make my day worth while* - i haven't felt so loved for quite some time now.
random thoughts: have you ever wonder who your real friends are?
on a different note: i was right about my prediction. *once bitten mana ada twice as shy one*

early wishes from the malibu princess {pardon the messy hair}
NOT FORGETTING BIG BIG THANKS to cheryl & kel li for organising the dinner for jen and i at souled out on monday nite. many thanks to those who took the time to come and celebrate with us.

ok, now i'm half sleeping typing this cos i can't blog from the office with *super tight supervision* *cough* bah!

p/s: nite mae. i actually miss saying that and patting her before going to sleep :(