the fusion of time no longer hold my thoughts
felt like loosing control
of everything, eventually, stops.
the mind is a dangerous minefield, sometimes.
endless battles of unfought war
crucified by one's very own nature
don't let empty fornication
held hostage of one's soul
another day another battle
seems like an endless complication...

bak kut teh at subang jaya

last sunday, sun, mimi and i check out this restaurant at subang jaya. the restaurant name is called chuan chew. there's few bak kut teh shops along that stretch of shop lots. but i was told chuan chew has the best bak kut teh.

of cos this one is way better than the one kenny brought us some time ago in klang. yes i'm quite fussy when it comes to food.
we ordered 3 person portion and we certainly went home with a full stomach! the bak kut teh here is nice but lack of the herbal taste. anyhow, there's always another bak kut teh trip!

teh ais cina anyone?

i really need more sleep. lookie my eye bags + dark circles.
{and jason, quit asking me to shave!}

mimi the cat

yau cha kwai.
crunchy on the outside, soft on the inside. {3/5 stars}

sun: want some?

here comes the bak kut teh! {3.5/5 stars}

and the rice...

and lettuce in oyster sauce.
a tad too salty for my taste~
{2.5/5 stars}

dig in!

all these for RM22.50


the long awaited meet

arr...i overslept again {due to certain factor}...and was suppose to meet up with both mikel and jason at about 1.30pm but only reach mid valley about 2-ish.

yes ppl. mikel from louyau.net is back in malaysia for good.

{for those of u who are worrying sick or miss him, he's doing pretty good. he can't online now due to no internet connection at home.}

forgotten the name for this drink but it has cin cau in it {3/5 stars}

before and after
the portion is quite big and im telling u is super delicious! must try!
minced beef soup rice - {4.5/5 stars}

spaghetti meatballs ordered by jason {2.5/5 stars}

i have no idea what mikel ordered...but it taste somewhere between wantee mee and sarawak kolo mee {3/5 stars}

gifts from mikel - candy with scorpion and worm inside! - check it out at www.edible.com

with sai lou mikel

with jason siah {me trying to act cool, tak jadi}

my 100th entry

i just realised its my 100th entry!

gimme some woot woot! hehe k...lame...whatever.
here's two videos to celebrate my entries!

fri night special - pioneer pro dj event at zouk

police raid at loft (asian heritage)

photos here!

try this

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

ok...now i'm not even sure if its 100% true.
some parts yea =P
well, its just a test...so have a go at it.

lets go (window) shopping!

i'm feeling girlie all of a sudden.
who wants to
teman me go check out forever 21 at one utama?

p/s: strictly for female(s) only~ lol =P
{more than one is welcome...shiok sendiri! ai ai}

{oh, photos coming real soon. sry. been having dizziness since late noon and the internet in the office keep fucking up plus the pain in the head...k, time to sleep!}


its been a tiring week.

friday night session at loft was crap! police raid. yes u heard me! freaking police raids around 1.30am, crashed the party! and i can sense the panic in the air. if it was a bday gift for my friend sam {the bday boy}, it was definitely not very welcome. two girls were handcuffed after the urine test. wasn't sure why they were caught. my guess would be either they are underage or taking substances. the scene where one of the cops shouted at the gal, i think almost everyone freaked out and the other cops took out the handcuffs...that was really scary i tell u...sigh. i wasn't even in the mood for clubbing earlier on. had to 'tahan' my pee for few hours before my name was called for urine test. yes, everyone had to hand in their IC to the cops!...the raid lasted til 4am...

seriously, what boils me is the fact that cops treat us like we r criminals sometimes. it is as if we were taken off our rights to talk or anything at all. i had once lost my IC. corrections - my IC and mobile phone was stolen. and i had to make a police report. next thing u know, a higher ranking officer was questioning me how it happen this and that. is the way they talk to u. it is as if they were not taught to speak in a polite manner. the way he handles the situation was as if i was the criminal and he was the goodie goodie cops that tries to help! - is that malaysia boleh?

and another case while studying in perth - i was mobbed by this aboriginal dude {god knows how much i loath them now and u can call me a racist}. i reported the incident to the australian police and surprisingly, they were really friendly. i should say extremely friendly to the point that they talked politely and consoled me like as if my best friends would.

my point here is, malaysia who always promote the country for our hospitality, friendliness and god knows *politeness... but it is not practised in a real situation and i am so disappointed as a malaysian that the fact we preach so much and yet do nothing about it. im not trying to make a hatred statement or trying to offence the government or our law enforcement. i'm sad because we are taken off our rights to voice. where is our rights? most malysians do not know about their rights or some just ignoring it? we are taught to listen and follow. thats was our way of learning since young. but it has got to change for the better. laws and regulations are meant to protect us. not used against us!

blardy potong stim night i tell u.
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finally met up with bro mikel and jason siah this afternoon. had some talk and exchange of opinions on various topics. ranging from gals to work. general life itself. ok i lied. {more along the line of gals, gals and gals}

anyways, photos will be up on monday. i'm too darn exhausted now so i'll talk to u guys soon. have a nice Sunday yo!
are you my jigsaw puzzle?
when will i find that missing piece of puzzle in me? i wish i have the answer sooner.



here are some pix taken during lunch yesterday. we try out the strudels branch at the great eastern mall in ampang! photos are taken using colleague adeline's digi cam. cos i didn't bring mine :P

the counter

the menu

hmm...what should we order? {unknown, valerie & adeline}


casear chicken salad

cilipadi chicken

cheese~ {me, aris, zali, val & ade}

turkey ham melted cheese {yes, its sandwiches 4/5 stars}

ice blended tiramisu swirl

ice lychee rose tea

chicken chop

roasted chicken - the sauce is superb but the chicken is a bit overcooked {4/5 stars}

compliments from adeline.
thx for the blueberry strudel - the filling damn yummy can?! {3.5/5 stars}

how do u heal an aching heart?

my heart is crying out not knowing when will i see u.
i hope u'r feeling better by now. im sure everything happened for a reason.
i think god is punishing me for my sins.
the thoughts of uncertainty clouds the head again.

just some random thoughts in my head now.
i think im quitting next month. one month notice. hmm.
probably be flying back to kuching for a week {rainforest music festival and to chill at home and seeing some homeboys and gals}.
need to rethink and get a grip of myself.
need to refocus.
then be very very hardworking finding new job!
shit. mum is so gonna kill me if she finds out that i'm gonna be jobless soon.

anyone out there wanna employ me as a designer cum art director cum copywriter?
let me know yea. full time and freelance accepted :P

thought of the day: empty fornication is not for real. love is. embrace it.


for myself

i just think that one day everything that it is now will vanish and fade away {slowly}. u, me, them, the neighbours, children's laughter, my adopted doggie "ah lian" and so on...

will the innocent stay?
will the morning sun greet me bright and shine?
will gelato taste the same when i'm old and wrinkled?

ppl comes and goes in life.
which will stay or leave?
all depends on the imprint one left.

be kind or cruel.
there is no in between.
for u my love i treasured,
is all i care for now.

even if its hundreds or thousand miles apart,
our soul remains as one as whole.

thank u now and forever
is all i ever wanted and more.

for u my friend i treasured,
is all i ever known and felt.


just another weekend

after a long delay...to trim my "totally-growing-out-of-order-messy-hair". macam lalang-lalang di tepi jalan. it has to be done. and i did.

mashie said i look 2 years younger. i don't wanna look younger! i wanna look my age! gawd! and wawa thinks the pubs has to go... -_- why la? its nice what? my gal like me that way...kekekek...ok ok...enough of me.

dinner at one of the restaurant along jalan alor

light stir fried kangkong {3/5 stars}

sweet sour lala {3/5 stars)

fried rice {2.5/5 stars}
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zouk again.
this time andrea, ex classmate cum buddy from high school is here for hol so i brought her along.

andrea + kai jie sinsin

the ex classmates

sister + bro

shannon + ck

when the lights go out and lil children come out and play!

kenny + andrea

side note: i prefer velvet! the gals there r HOT HOT HOT {heaps of male/female models to check out}!!! zouk main room not nice la...only when there's an event.

p/s: whose going for chivas event at genting this sat? and the coming malacca rave?


i'm lost in my own thoughts.

"to be or not to be, that is the question"... or just go with the flow? arrrggggghh shuddup u! {referring to my head}


manhattan fish market@klcc

the photos from tuesday lunch treat by eleanor whom will be leaving the company by end of the month. thank u for the treat. it was good! the fish was good! :)
i only tried the chips and my own dish which is the "catch of the day". so no ratings for the rest of the food and not sure about the names of the other orders. sry

colleague valerie sneaking away.

the menu

colleague adeline + zali

colleague aris + eleanor {she is so gonna kill me if she sees this!} hehe

wall decor

deep fried calamari - ordered by eleanor

catch of the day with garlic butter rice {4.5/5 stars for the fish and sauce}

seafood salad? - ordered by eleanor

catch of the day with fries - ordered by valerie + adeline {the fries is really good!!}

not sure...lol - ordered by zali

the outlet available if u wanna have a go!

p/s: {att to "u know who u r"} i'm sry i always make u fat looking at these pix!