cloverfield...man, u suck! who would in the right minds to make a movie as if u were running around with a camera for almost 2 hours. my friend and i was literally walking out of the cineplex with a motion sickness. needless the say, the ending was a wtf experience. like uh? finish? just like that? hahaha ok whatever man.

just one of those nights when u know your friend had too much to drink. we were having this conversation about well balanced breast. ok, don't ask. and my friend's reply to that was "i have normal nipples"....(that was when u know they are either tipsy or on the verge of getting drunk). somehow we misheard it and it turn out something like "i have no-more nipples"....wtf. so in order to justify herself. she counter-attacked with another line "my nipples are 20x bigger than yours"...
-________________- ok, that was my weekend. tell me you had better weekends than mine!

p/s: lesson learnt: do not attempt to be justify oneself when drunk, unless u know exactly u are saying! LOL


the internet at home is being a b!tch lately! it takes forever to load a page! roarrrrrr!!!
been craving for salmon sashimi and miso soup! :(
guess what? i've been trying to sleep earlier but it didn't work for me. been tossing and turning for 2 nights now.
sigh,,,life is so....slow and relaxing. i know some of you might die for this kinda life but the truth is, i miss working and the stable income at the end of the month. if i had it my way, i'll be in auckland by now. well i guess life is about give and take no? i've been counting down the days *cough* to land in nz. felt like forever for me to go aight. 4 more
freaking weeks...just hang in there...

so it seems like forever. if only i can say that about love.

langkawi circa 2003


i need a lover who is also a friend :P someone who can be there through thick and thin. sometimes i feel like i am taken for a ride in this process called dating. sometimes i don't know if we truly want to know the other person just because we feel lonely or just plain physical attraction. i have this vicious circle that keeps looping throughout the years. i bet some of you might encountered the same situation before. its like whenever i have the hots for someone. the more i get to know them, the less i feel for them. its always nice and sweet in the beginning but through the middle part of knowing that person, slowly that feelings fade away not because i don't like her anymore but because i felt the lack of connections between the two. sometimes insecurities are part of the trigger too. i think a lot of times, we tend to leave it up to fate, but i think for me, a little gesture counts. the first step is gonna be from you. if you don't take any actions, nothing will ever happen. a little push along the way helps even the slightest bit. to an certain extend, its all luck and fate.

oh hey,
i realized i'm a bit late at the wishing part. so i wish each and everyone of you love and every bit of happiness in 2008 and the years to come.


for the first time in ages, i braved up and talked to some random chiqs at the bar. it was two girls from finland. they are here on their south east asia trip! silly me did not get their numbers, ish, i had one girl keying in my number. i had the other's email. how lame can i get. i doubt they gonna call anyways. but it was nice talking to one of them girls. she was telling me about her trip in sabah and shanghai. how ppl in shanghai doesn't speak english which was a turn off to her. i know i might not be seeing them again but deep down i wish them a safe and wonderful trip in s.e.a. this was weird for me because usually when i see hotties, i would go numb, like i can't think straight at all but it was nice talking about their culture and culture in asia in general. somewhere along the lines, we were talking about global warming. how finland isn't as cold as it used to be. she was telling me that their country is least corrupted. having visiting indonesia and other places, they were really having some culture shock because bribing in their own country is a taboo. somehow i feel the connections even though we don't look exactly alike but somehow alike in some similar ways. i really like learning different culture and embracing life. i hope maybe someday there won't be any countries or racists going on, all that is left is just one nation, one country, one people. living under one peaceful roof.

p/s: i'm pretty much buzzed as i haven't had so much to drink in ages! hahhaha *silence, i kill u* (inside joke) hahhaha :P